Wednesday, May 21, 2008

spoke too soon

so...

i am writing this from the most uncomfortable chair to sleep on i have ever had to deal with. yesterday, we thought we were going in for a run of the mill sonogram where they were going to tell us that the twins are fine, and that B is growing ok. woops. there was a different story, and now here we are in UCSD with life turned upside down. all i can say is, i hope they are cool kids!

seriously tho, i dont know what to think, or what to pray or anything at all. i went to church tonight and addressed the kids a little. i just talked about how silly it is that we are willing to do anything to preserve physical life, yet so not willing to help someone understand that they are spiritually dying.

anyway, i am pretty scared and feel very little. i havent really showed it yet, but i think i will crack soon.

LORD, please help.

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